Did a mistake

Hmm.. There a limit to everything, i guess i just crossed it :(. Had a few people who were unhappy with me. Probably because i was doing something that i was not responsible for doing (or because i get onto people's nerves ;) ). Anyway, work is too bad these days. Things don't move. The project as such is going on pretty well (Touch wood!).

This is all about the mistake.. Now the good things.. Fun part.

A few more people getting into the wedlock (without off course a key ;) ). 1st is my very dear friend, a guy who has been there for me in the good and the bad times, someone who i will think off at bad times (only good things about him today, poor soul is getting married) fun to be with, etc etc. Oh well i forgot to mention his name (Duh!). Someshekar ;) (Somashekar actually ;) ). I know him from 8th Std, we used to study in the same class.. used to sit in the last bench.. used to get scolded by him for the wonderful marks i got in school (Please lets not get that topic out, School was the worst part of my life, partly because I was a very bad student). About the girl (I dare not take her name) works in JP Morgan in B'lore. She is a HR manager BTW, has 7 people working under her (I am sure this guy will be a nightmare to handle ;) ). She is a lovely person (i feel). Just hope both of them are really happy. Guys, your present on the way. Marriage on 28th Aug. 2nd my roomie.. Know him from 10 months, feels like i know him from 10 years.. A guy who made me a Sardar (Ek Sardar dusroon ko bi sardar bana de) ;). Well to prove that point check this site. ;) http://www.imeem.com/people/fF66SZx/music/zyDMB_Sj/amrinder_gill_neend_bykaptan_balwant/ yeah yeah punjabi de song ;). One HR the other is a Doctor, hope she is helping out a "Dil Ka Marezz" (or probably trying to bring his blood pressure down ;), which is next to impossible ). Again names ;).. The guys name is Vijay (Girl's name not taken ;) ). Marriage on 1st Sept (Location is where the sunflower grows to its maximum, which is part of every lovely movie, best depicted in DDLJ.. PUNJAB). So its 2 more marriages that i miss (and off course the food). Now lets get that list of people who got married.

1)Anju 2)Santhosh and Sujatha (Wow, both are my friends) 3)Mythili 4)Sarita 5)Saritha 2 6)Praveen 7)Soma 8)Vijay :(. .Good know how many more. :(

Guys you need to listen to the Punjabi song.. Its too good.. Actually most punjabi songs are good.. (Wah re Sardar ;) ).

I would love to write things on my blog, but salla time he nahi milta.. I would listen to this song for the rest of night... Its wonderful.. ;), The only thing in my mind is India :(

Signing off
Sri

Happy: To Be or Not to Be

Well, something inspires me to write all the time. This time it was a friend of mine (Who is more like a sister... Well i still don't understand why all girls get pushed to being my sister [Nan next topic addu]). Well, its about leaving for others; doing things for others and deriving joy off that (Well Derivation... Its a module that i am handling this time. And its Screwed for now ;)... Sorry for deviating from the topic). (Where were we, quickly runs through the prev sentence) Oh yeah! I am trying get a verdict (or was it consensus) of the few people who view my blog (I still don't know how many do, would be nice to see a 1:1 comment ratio).

Wasted a paragraph :(. Well ya, how much happiness can you draw from making other happy. I know that it is the best form of happiness (And i have felt it as well). What I have learned is to love each day being aware of the fact that each day is going to be different and there is no use of thinking of a tomorrow that may never come by. Sigh!! (The stupid Derivation Code, that's what i can think of in my head.. One type of happiness ;) ). The other thing I can think off is being with someone who is close to you, someone who gives the right advices.. That way missed my dad for the 3months that i didn't tell him about my accident. Those where the lows, there was a lesson learnt no wonder. The negative vibes turned to positive ones as soon as i spoke.

I have been lucky to have a Dad like him. As sensitive as him, i can only dream! He gave me the best advice that anyone could. What he told me was "Live like there is no tomorrow", well i didn't take that advice too seriously but i wish i did. Now i guess i am getting there. Just hope i wont do that thing again (The thing that happened on 30Th Dec 07). Well, that was just one more example of what i did after that!! Common mam (Slang in Kannada to mean Da.. Man.. Buddy.. Dude etc) you got the blog didn't you ;).

For all you guys insecure on things 2 advices from someone who knows a bit (A bit too much). (i) People who move out are irreplaceable, you will always miss them. But this should not mean you will stop living (Being alive, Being VIVO). Time is the biggest healer, music just helps (ii) Its always good to be safe with your spending, well some of the best things in life are free of cost.. That passing smile, A walk in the Park, Music (With min investment on an ipod), Feel the rain, Looking at a sunrise/sunset and well if you are in NY DT taking a trip to "Statin Island" On the ferry.. That is free too ;)

Our first and last love is.. self-love

Signing off

Cheers
Sri

Rain.. Wow.. Too Good

Well nature inspires me to write :). You need to see how pretty it is outside. Its raining like crazy. Reminded me so much of Bangalore. Never seen it to rain this crazy in here Just feel like getting drenched in the rain.

May be its time to change. Enjoy life without caring about anything. If things are to happen they will. Well.. I dont know what i am writing there is silence.. rain stopped. :(

Liked the Day (To-Day)

Well i had fun today. I feel the people in my team are great. Been really lucky to be part of great teams. I am a little drunk ;) that is one other thing i loved about the day. Aggaga ansathe full tight aganna antha (Wow i forgot that word.. Oh yeah Translation : Some times i feel i should get wasted ;) ). Hope all of you are doing great as usual, Well i got another guy who says hi (in my blog). A total stranger, which is nice ;)

Cheers and Love (I am done with the drinks today ;) )
Sri

Lighter note

Well it was a day i was waiting for a while. My project got released to "Production" with all the difficulty. With all difficulty it was the sense of satisfaction that over powered everything else. Its a bigger success for the offshore team. It was a great team effort from their side, ad mist all the difficulty. I know how hard each of them have worked. I understand their dedication, well, they have made me proud for the passion and hard work they have put in. Time to look back, for me i never thought this would be possible in such good fashion (I am a little Pessimistic). When it mattered most each one in the offshore team has stood up and delivered something extremely important against all odds.

Its time to Salute all those great offshore minds in the project. People who helped us save our asses and our faces :). It was a great feeling when the project went to Production. One of the best. (The pressure was too much to handle, just happy that i got through it)

Cheers
Sri

First for June

Hey there.. Hope all viewers of this blog are doing doing great. . Thought i would put in a post for June. Well, work has reached a height of frustration and tension (I am good for now.. Able to handle pressure (The level of irritation keeps decreasing.. Not sure if its a good or bad sign ;) )). Work one side, there are lot of other things happening in life. My chocolate partner (My sister Roopa) had a baby this week (on 2nd June) that makes me an Uncle (Mama). From what i hear the baby is very cute, well she should be right? :) . Other things that things just keep dragging. I have plans but not really putting my brain on to it (People who know me you know the reason).

I am listening to lots of music now a days (So much that my ear has started paining ;) ). Well, have to admit, thats the only thing thats kept me alive (VIVO. Well the blog name ;)). Today was not different.. Listening to lots of tamil songs. Miss ravi a lot today for some reason (Ravi is a friend from college). I guess this trip has made me a mentally tough (i was previously too, but this was a test), God just gave me trouble as much as i can handle (Which is good!!). I guess everyone should experience this life.. Away from home.. You really get a sense of what you miss, makes you a little humble, its nice. You miss people like crazy (that makes you want them more right, which is good right?). Ok i need to talk to someone now. A friend of mine is leaving to Japan today, just want to wish her all the very best. As always, i would love to see a few comments (Few more people watching my blog, more comments)

Cheers and Love
Sri

Good note

Well i guess its some kind of marriage season.. First, all my friends are getting into commitments (of getting married)... It's a strange feeling that i cant get rid of my mind. For one i am little strange (and i have no hesitation accepting it) and two.. How the hell can i stay with a complete stranger (and how can she take a "Wako", its my pet name from college ;) )

Friendship is good.. Marriage is a little off track. I was told about the violin's, bell, etc, etc.. But dont think those things work any more... For me, For now.. Carrier is fun.. My dreams are fun.. Living for myself is good (well dont think i am ready for a marriage.. And for guys like me.. We can never be sure of being ready for marriage). However, i am seriously going back to India in a bit.. Back to the trees.. Rain.. lots of Friends.. that lovely home.. the train.. the farm.. bike.. i can see a slide show right now.. Wish (actually being a little selfish) all my friends were not married.. (if i had a time machine i would have gone back to Sept 2003.. College.. Friends.. Those trips.. College bunks.. Those days will never come back :) )..

Well i am living ok.. Till the ok feeling gets to "great" no marriage for me ;)